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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

quite bored today. so i decided to blog here. my blog got other ppl read, v restricted. hehe

Anyway, last mon or last week, i was chatting with this fren. she isn't a close one. I don't really agree with some of her thinkings, nor understand how she sometimes thinks or does, but she's one that can chitchat or gossip type.

We were simply too bored, so we chat about relationships. Yup, she got a bf, and obviously have had quite a no. of relationships. I was telling her that i hope my first would be my last (like what i told sian yesterday night which reminded me of this conversation i had with her)

here comes the main pt.

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Me: “我希望我的第一个能是我的最后一个”
Ger:“Huh? 难道你不想多try几个？”

Me, who doesn't really agree but fake in front of her: “hmm...then 要try几个？”
Ger:"3-4?"
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hmm... 3 to 4? try more? But what's the point of trying more? imagine u got this first one who treats u pretty well. But you think you should try more, so u break and find another one. then break, try again.

what if end up u feel that the first one is the best? will you go back to him, hoping to patch again? And i don't really agree with the word TRY, sounds so... u-know-what-i-mean.

It also sounded like, you found a bicycle. along the way, u find a motorcycle, then u abandon ur bicycle for the motorcycle. Then along the way, you jump into a lorry, and byebye to ur motorcycle. And finally, hop into a ferrari and kick away the lorry. Hm.. what if along the way u fell and can never stand up again?

ok, maybe she doesn't really mean that, as in TRY more before settling on one, afterall it's just a normal chitchatting session.

Eh, but how come when i told sian abt first being last, her answers are 180degree different from hers?

I think that's how we can define close friend. We can think alike. A simple conversation shows. :D

oh, this relationship doesn't mean anything. Just a blog. No worries. :)

(Your Name) ♥ 6:34 PM