2day my last day @Caltex... fr tmr onwards dun tink i'll get to go hm early le... sadz...
Duno who wil i wk wif nxt.. Max is realy v nice.. Alwax let me hm early, even if he has to stay back, he'll send me out 1st.. n one day even prepared bread 4me.. Touched.. such a gd sup..
Last week was totourous.. Wif d release of result, my heart jus sank to d bottom of my feet.. i was sad coz i fail 2 subj, which r dam tough(dam,must retake them), n dey might coz me to stay back 1 more sem.. 1of d subj, i thot would pass coz i wrote alot 4 d pp, so was v disappointed when i gt F for it.. Bt tinkin fr another perspective, i shld b glad tt i only fail 2 coz i thot i would fail more than tt, d pps were so tough. I even get an A for my PE, my 1st eva A. So also duno to b happy or sad.. I din contact any1 last week coz i was tkin time to get over d sadness... bt after 1week, i realise, there's alwax many sides to a prob.. it's hw u tk/view it tt's more impt. Fail is fail le, even hav 2 stay 1more sem, also cant help it le.. i shldn't dwell on it, shld look at d bright side tt @least it's nt more serious than 2subj. Life's short, realy gt no time to go worry abt wat others might tink.
Tt day i was @ d polyclinic, so sick n cold, n all alone. Den saw others wif companion, dey all restin on d shoulders of their bf.. Seein tt makes me hope to hav a shoulder to rest on too.. Mayb coz i was sick so tt's y feel tt way.. Weeks ago i told zh nt to contact me 4d time being, then later followed by ric.. Nw hp realy v quiet,nobody sms,nobody call n talk... it's sad bt lookin fr another angle, i'm also free fr prob tt might arise wif r/s wif them...O i fell sick coz d whole week, almost 3-4 days i was wkin in d rain. |
